Uncertainty.
It makes us all a little nervous.
Mainly because in our society, being unsure is not okay, saying “I don’t know” feels like defeat. I am in a Contemporary Moral Problems class at UCA and it is absolutely awful. All the class is about is questioning God’s existence, I know good and well that OUR LORD is VERY real. But the majority of that class isn’t so sure and it breaks my heart. There are students that do not believe in God but know the bible back and forth, MUCH better than me! And the professor does too! It is very intimidating. The first day of class I just listened. The second day of class, I listened again. But on the third day of class, the discussion was about ‘why God puts bad things in the world, and what makes them bad, if He even exists.’ IF HE EVEN EXSITS?! Personally, I had never met anyone who put it that way. I was shocked. I was upset and I thought ‘someone has to stand up for our God!’ I spoke up and said ‘Satan is the reason for all bad things in this world, OUR God only does GOOD.’ It was a blur after that, the professor asked me if I wanted to explain but I just was DONE talking. I was upset, flustered, and confused. He asked me another question after that, and I do not even remember what it was. I told him I did not understand what he was trying to say but the thing was that I did understand…I just didn’t know the answer.
I didn’t want to look stupid or look as though I didn’t know about God; because I DO KNOW about God, I don’t know a ton of scriptures, but I know what God has done for me. AND I know what He can do for YOU! I DO KNOW that He is in my heart and my relationship with Him is more than I could ever ask for, and that he is taking me on a journey, and that I WANT to do His work here at this college! THAT is what I am going to do! People will challenge your faith, and ask you questions that you cannot answer. In circumstances like these, “I don’t know” might very well be the best answer we can give. We don’t want anyone to think we are stupid, but the truth is that it is better to confess ignorance than to try to make up an explanation out of thin air. You can tell that person that you simply do not know and that you can do some research and get back to them. NONE of us can answer every possible question that a skeptic might have, but you have something bigger….YOUR STORY. How you came to know Christ. That is one of the most important things you can give. We often miss the adventure of a spiritual conversation just because we are afraid that we are going to be asked questions that we are unsure of. But that’s OKAY! 1 Peter 3:15 tells us “Always be prepared to give an answer to anyone who asks you to give a REASON for the HOPE that you have.” And when a seemingly unanswerable issue confronts you, remember that Christianity has withstood similar challenges for TWO millennia.